Here’s to missed chances, those quick and inadvertent glances that always seem to happen just as the other is looking your way—and to silence and mutual understanding, to knowing everything but daring not to acknowledge a single word of truth to the other. Here’s to lost love, the things that could have been, the memories you and she will likely never share and the sweet nothings that you’re left to exhale in private sighs. If only, huh? Matters of the heart are never simple, and they’re rarely fair or just. Just to know what could have been, to defy anticipation and to pull her close to me and kiss her tenderly…just once, just then she’d see how much we could have been. Here’s to you, Heidi.

Posted by KZ on 08/30/02

Tara: i hate you
Kevin: !
Kevin: strong words
Kevin: did you read it?
Tara: yes you suck
Kevin: lmao
Kevin: oh man, i amuse myself way too much

Posted by KZ on 08/27/02

Tara: how come i don’t get quoted in your blogger?

There.

Posted by KZ on 08/27/02

Kevin: but i shouldn’t get too wrapped up in this
Kevin: after all, she’s already taken
Suzanne: just because there is a goalkeeper doesn’t mean you can’t shoot a goal

How cool is that? Suzanne cracks me up. Maybe I will give it a try, just because it would be a shame to let that gem of advice go to waste. I’ve got nothing to lose besides my dignity. Wish me luck, kids.

Posted by KZ on 08/27/02

It was a glimpse of intensity, but only a glimpse. She left my life just as quickly as she came into it. There’s so many things I wonder about her. Maybe they’ll all reveal themselves in due time. Just maybe. I’m giving up on her for now, because there’s no point in getting worked up over somebody I barely know. I hope the world treats her well. Here’s to chance meetings that brighten our lives, if only for a few brief moments.

Posted by KZ on 08/19/02

Summer has officially gotten better. Good times.

Posted by KZ on 08/13/02